Timecheck, its 3 in the morning yet again.Looks like the blogging mood strikes primarily in the wee hours.Why am I not asleep? Contrary to the fact that I had only 3 hours of sleep yesterday thanks to a certain text message & a couple of missed calls at 8 by a certain someone(CIT) - hmmm =)

Therefore, I dragged myself out of bed & greeted by my mom's shocked half to death face (wtf are you doing awake?! like i so dont get her ) and drowned myself in the shower for 2 hrs.Apparently that has been my secret recipe for staying awake if i have a long day ahead & late night.Works fine for me.

Today I had late lunch early dinner at Suntec followed by coffee with my cousins.Its been awhile since i saw them.Ok i just need to state the fact that i missed them terribly and now i cant blog because something happened in msn and i was to stab myself and die.Oh,if you're still clueless let me give you a hint : BOYS. Okay not boysss but a boy. I want to tell him to stop fucking my braincells and stab him.

hello, ask so many questions!
just go straight to the point la pleaseeeeeee
the wait is killing me.
don't hesitate la stupid boy...
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

as you can see, with 3 hours of sleep prior to this post and cycling plans later today, i predict myself being paralysed mentally and physically.Later i cycle and can dream. dream,dream,dream....

i need to fucking sleep and stop listening to songs that reminds me of him.what to do? this is life. (of a kid in denial)